OK it’s a official I miss you.

And it’s also official I have yet another cold. This is sucks. Mys sister has a cold and I think the best friend is getting my cold as well (Sorry). We are all going to get to see my aunt and her boyfriend this weekend for my grandpa’s birthday. It has been quite some time since the last time I saw them. So I am looking foward to that! Me and the bestfriend may be able to plan on going to V.A. to see their new house in October maybe November. Roadtrips with the bestfriend is always fun .This is going to be a rather short post because a window just poped up on my computer saying I only have ten minutes battery life left. I will try and post some pictures tomorrow that a friend of mine sent me.

Love you, Love me, Love always,

Meezy

You learn to hate me, but still call me baby

Hi world. The picture about is a picture I love very much. I am not sure why I love it maybe it’s because it was taken by someone I love very much and the picture is of someone I love very much. So I am finally home from my friends house. I woke up this morning and started to feel like I was getting a cold. That sucks because I just got over another cold not to long ago. My brother has to go back to the doctor today have he gets out of school this afternoon. He has been saying that when he takes he meds it makes his chest feel tight, which is not good. The meds are ment to do just the opposite of that. I hope everything goes OK and that he is not diagnosed with anything new. He has recently started football. This is his first year at playing it on a team. He has been doing really well. If he is not back in time from the doctors today may be his first missed practice, he will not like that at all. My sister is thinking about trying out for basketball this year. She can play really well she just for some reason doesnt like getting in peoples way when she plays which I  find very funny. I told her it’s part of the game and other people will do it to you so you have to get in there and play. Speaking of basketball my favorite time of the year is about to come, and that time just so happens to be basketball season. I really love basketball and have been watching it almost my whole life. The first game I can remember watching was a Duke game, I’m not sure who it was against but I believe I was about 4 years old.  Well enough rambling.

Love you forever,

Meezy

I barely started, now I’m falling apart.

Hello world! I am at my bff’s house today. I was here last night as well. Right now I am by myself though. She went to have lunch with her grandma. I really need to get started on my school work, but I just do not feel like it right now. I changed my major again for next year I will be going for media marketing. I feel like that is the best for me and it will also help me get to where I want to be as far as jobs go. So my birthday is coming up soon. And I  have yet to figure out what it is I want to do for it. I guess I need ideas. Have any? Well I guess I  should go for now, and get started on my papers.

Love you forever,

Meezy

Good Evening! What?

Last night my best friend (Keezy) came over for dinner and later we went out and got some ice cream. We were going to go to Barnes and Noble after we were done but we ended up just talking about random things and laughing. Later that night we went to the bank and when we first pulled up there were two guys at the ATM so we waited for our turn after they were done they pulled behind our car and just sat there and watched us. Yea we were pretty creeped out. lol. So I only have 25 more days till my birthday! It is slowly becoming fall which I love. I was talking to my friend Sgt Sniper Andrews last night at 3am (3pm his time) and he might be able to come home early. This rreally makes me happy. I am going over to my bff house in a few minutes. So I need to wrap this up and get going.

Love you,

Meezy

In the end is it going to be enough?

Last night I was on my laptop not doing much of anything. I was going through youtube videos, checking my grades, check my e-mail, when I came across I news story about the Duggars. The Duggars are a family with very big religious conservative values. And also they just so happen to have 18 kids. This news article I ran across stated that the Duggars are not expecting their 19th child. As I was reading  this I couldn’t help but think, what about all the children with no families? What about the children who will never know what it’s like to have a mom and dad? I noticed there was alot of comments at the end of this news story about how someone hated the duggars for what they are doing. By continuing to have more children. Now I find hate to be to strong of a word. But I certainly understand were that person was coming from. I also read alittle family history on the Duggars and they made the statement that they wanted to have as many kids as God wanted them to have. Now while I understand and agree with what they are saying. I cant help but to think maybe God wants you to adopt children that  don’t have families. Have you tried to adopt? or are you not trying at all? Now I don’t want people to think that I “hate” the Duggars because I don’t at all, I don’t even no them how could I hate them? But I do wish that maybe they would look around them at all the children who need homes and don’t have it. If you want I another child that’s fine as long as you can take care, love him/her, and provide for him/her. But why not adopt?

Love you, Love me, Love always,

Meezy

Beautiful nightmare

Have you ever had one of those days were you look at your self in the mirror and think hey I don’t look so bad? And then you even venture out to say you look pretty? And then bam outta nowhere you see someone who looks ten times better then you? And then you take another look at your self and your like OK maybe I was still half asleep when I looked in the mirror. Well this all happened to me yesterday while I was at the dentist. I was just siting there minding my own business. And then she walks in. But while I sitting there in the waiting room completely loathing her. I started thinking. Why is it that everyone wants to look like everyone else? If we all looked the same, if we were all 5’6 and 105lbs with blond hair and green eyes don’t you think that would be alittle boring? Instead of everyone trying to all look the same we should all try to look different. We should try to look like ourselves. We all look different because that is how we were made. Our goal in life shouldn’t be trying to look like Scarlett Johansson. Our goal in life should to be ourselves 110%. Our goal in life is to make ourselves happy. Our goal in life should be to find what makes us happy. Our goal in life should be to surround ourselves with people who we love and who loves us back

I love you forever,

Meezy