OK it’s a official I miss you.

And it’s also official I have yet another cold. This is sucks. Mys sister has a cold and I think the best friend is getting my cold as well (Sorry). We are all going to get to see my aunt and her boyfriend this weekend for my grandpa’s birthday. It has been quite some time since the last time I saw them. So I am looking foward to that! Me and the bestfriend may be able to plan on going to V.A. to see their new house in October maybe November. Roadtrips with the bestfriend is always fun .This is going to be a rather short post because a window just poped up on my computer saying I only have ten minutes battery life left. I will try and post some pictures tomorrow that a friend of mine sent me.

Love you, Love me, Love always,

Meezy

You learn to hate me, but still call me baby

Hi world. The picture about is a picture I love very much. I am not sure why I love it maybe it’s because it was taken by someone I love very much and the picture is of someone I love very much. So I am finally home from my friends house. I woke up this morning and started to feel like I was getting a cold. That sucks because I just got over another cold not to long ago. My brother has to go back to the doctor today have he gets out of school this afternoon. He has been saying that when he takes he meds it makes his chest feel tight, which is not good. The meds are ment to do just the opposite of that. I hope everything goes OK and that he is not diagnosed with anything new. He has recently started football. This is his first year at playing it on a team. He has been doing really well. If he is not back in time from the doctors today may be his first missed practice, he will not like that at all. My sister is thinking about trying out for basketball this year. She can play really well she just for some reason doesnt like getting in peoples way when she plays which I  find very funny. I told her it’s part of the game and other people will do it to you so you have to get in there and play. Speaking of basketball my favorite time of the year is about to come, and that time just so happens to be basketball season. I really love basketball and have been watching it almost my whole life. The first game I can remember watching was a Duke game, I’m not sure who it was against but I believe I was about 4 years old.  Well enough rambling.

Love you forever,

Meezy

I barely started, now I’m falling apart.

Hello world! I am at my bff’s house today. I was here last night as well. Right now I am by myself though. She went to have lunch with her grandma. I really need to get started on my school work, but I just do not feel like it right now. I changed my major again for next year I will be going for media marketing. I feel like that is the best for me and it will also help me get to where I want to be as far as jobs go. So my birthday is coming up soon. And I  have yet to figure out what it is I want to do for it. I guess I need ideas. Have any? Well I guess I  should go for now, and get started on my papers.

Love you forever,

Meezy

Good Evening! What?

Last night my best friend (Keezy) came over for dinner and later we went out and got some ice cream. We were going to go to Barnes and Noble after we were done but we ended up just talking about random things and laughing. Later that night we went to the bank and when we first pulled up there were two guys at the ATM so we waited for our turn after they were done they pulled behind our car and just sat there and watched us. Yea we were pretty creeped out. lol. So I only have 25 more days till my birthday! It is slowly becoming fall which I love. I was talking to my friend Sgt Sniper Andrews last night at 3am (3pm his time) and he might be able to come home early. This rreally makes me happy. I am going over to my bff house in a few minutes. So I need to wrap this up and get going.

Love you,

Meezy

In the end is it going to be enough?

Last night I was on my laptop not doing much of anything. I was going through youtube videos, checking my grades, check my e-mail, when I came across I news story about the Duggars. The Duggars are a family with very big religious conservative values. And also they just so happen to have 18 kids. This news article I ran across stated that the Duggars are not expecting their 19th child. As I was reading  this I couldn’t help but think, what about all the children with no families? What about the children who will never know what it’s like to have a mom and dad? I noticed there was alot of comments at the end of this news story about how someone hated the duggars for what they are doing. By continuing to have more children. Now I find hate to be to strong of a word. But I certainly understand were that person was coming from. I also read alittle family history on the Duggars and they made the statement that they wanted to have as many kids as God wanted them to have. Now while I understand and agree with what they are saying. I cant help but to think maybe God wants you to adopt children that  don’t have families. Have you tried to adopt? or are you not trying at all? Now I don’t want people to think that I “hate” the Duggars because I don’t at all, I don’t even no them how could I hate them? But I do wish that maybe they would look around them at all the children who need homes and don’t have it. If you want I another child that’s fine as long as you can take care, love him/her, and provide for him/her. But why not adopt?

Love you, Love me, Love always,

Meezy

Beautiful nightmare

Have you ever had one of those days were you look at your self in the mirror and think hey I don’t look so bad? And then you even venture out to say you look pretty? And then bam outta nowhere you see someone who looks ten times better then you? And then you take another look at your self and your like OK maybe I was still half asleep when I looked in the mirror. Well this all happened to me yesterday while I was at the dentist. I was just siting there minding my own business. And then she walks in. But while I sitting there in the waiting room completely loathing her. I started thinking. Why is it that everyone wants to look like everyone else? If we all looked the same, if we were all 5’6 and 105lbs with blond hair and green eyes don’t you think that would be alittle boring? Instead of everyone trying to all look the same we should all try to look different. We should try to look like ourselves. We all look different because that is how we were made. Our goal in life shouldn’t be trying to look like Scarlett Johansson. Our goal in life should to be ourselves 110%. Our goal in life is to make ourselves happy. Our goal in life should be to find what makes us happy. Our goal in life should be to surround ourselves with people who we love and who loves us back

I love you forever,

Meezy

Memories of my mawmaw and our weekends

No matter how busy my week is no matter how much stress or things I have going on during the week I can always count on one thing the weekend. Even though I always look forward to the weekend I still miss how much fun the weekend were when I was a kid. When your a kid you look forward to the weekend because the weekend means no school, and what kid doesn’t like not going to school? Even though I really loved the weekends that brought no school for awhile. The weekends I miss the most are the ones when I was really young. The ones I would spend with my maw maw. My mama would drop me off at my maw maw’s on Friday evening after they both got off work. My maw maw and I would then cook dinner together and wait from my grandpa to get off work. After dinner we would gather around the t.v. and have our “Friday treat” (We werent allowed to eat ice cream or junk food at my mawmaw’s house during the week so Friday was the day we got to pick or junk food of choice) and watched what my grandpa called his “stories”. His “stories” consisted of touched by an angel and walker Texas ranger. We would all go to bed afterwards and now looking back I feel rather guilty because at the time I was the only child and (I’ll admit it) rather spoiled, and I would make my grandpa sleep on the couch because I wanted to sleep with my maw maw. On Saturday morning we would all wake up and get dressed and hop in the car and pick up my maw maw’s friend Geneva. The we would all get breakfast at some diner and the we all started our yard selling  journeys. We would go to yard sales all day stopping along the way to get some lunch and dinner. After we were done for the day I got to go back to my maw maw’s house and catch lighting bugs until it was time for bed. And then we wake up on Sunday morning and I always woke up to her making breakfast for me. Eggs, bacon, toast, and juice was the normal. Then after breakfast it was off to church. Now at church I thought my maw maw was the most important person there, besides the preacher of course. Why did I thin this? Well my maw maw was the Secretary of the church. And when I was younger I always though if you were in charge of the money you were important. She would always let me sneak out of Sunday school alittle early to come and there with her and she would always let me ring the bell that let out Sunday school. After church the rest of the family would come over to my maw maws house and have Sunday dinner. This same routine happened from before I can remember until I was about 12 or 13. When I became about 13 I began to think I was to “cool” to hang out with my maw maw anymore. Now as I look back thoughs are some of my favorite memories and the times I miss the most. Not only do I miss it because I was young and had no worries or concerns. But I miss it because I miss my maw maw. My maw maw died almost five years ago, and I miss her almost everyday. The only difference now is instead of trying not to remember anything I try harder to remember everything, and I no for sure that one day I will see her again.

Love you, Love me, Love always,

Meezy

Things will all get better

So I feel like writing but I’m not really sure what I want to write about. I guess I will just keep going until I find Something. I was thinking about what I wanted to use this blog for and I think I may have figured it out. I am not someone who finds it very easy to talk about things that bother me. So on this blog I will talk about things that are on my mind from time to time. I do alot of writing also manily things like poems. They are not always the best but some or pretty good, I think. I will try and post some on here sometime. I am also really into photography. I am in the process of buying a new camera. I also have a friend who I think is an amazing photographer and from time to time she sends me new pictures of hers. I will be posting some on here. Well I guess that is all for now.

Love you, Love me, Love always

Meezy

New blog…….About me

Well hello there world. So this is my new blog it is also my second blog. So think it is time I introduce myself. My name is Meezy (well OK it’s not my real name but its the one I’m using on here.) I will be 20 on September 26th and I in college I am majoring in media marketing. I like puppies, music, the Internet, driving, movies, cupcakes, twitter, myspace, facebook, TiVo, texting, reading, sleeping, waking up early, sleeping in on the weekends, the fall, my birthday, Christmas, going to church, taking pictures, Basketball, march madness, my best friend. So as you can see I like alot of things and beleive me thats not the end of my list. Well I guess that is enough about me for awhile.

Love,

Meezy